120805 Fri -- Derrick's out. MT results.

now watching, derrick performing video ... (him singing ai zhuan dong* with Leon)

hen xiang ni ...

Derrick's out! Hais, so sad de lars..
I'll miss his performance lots.
And I think I'll go depression for a week?
hais*

I'm glad that I went for the results show yesterday. Though the atmosphere there was really saddening, but at least, I was able to watch derrick's (maybe) his last performance on stage. * Hen xiang ni* I'll remember the song, forever.

我们真的会很想你.

Whenever I think of can't watch his smile, his cute face, his performance on next wed, or maybe forever, my heart will like *drop into the sea* .. l0ls* A very not-nice description.

The scene of him singing yesterday just can't be washed off from my mind, it's really SAD.

I don't blame jy and weilian lars, really. What I msg gen yesterday was just rubbish, bcuz I was too sad at that time and you know my character, I'll simply utter rubbish whenever I felt pissed off or upset. It's just that I think I'm not going to watch the males performance anymore. Cuz, no derrick. Boohoo! =(

And my final hope is, Kelly emerge as the final superstar.

Ok, enough of yesterday event, finally got back our M.T O lvl results.
I've been waiting for this day for sucha LONG TIME!
Ke lian de siriporn, I kept grumbling to her and make all sorts of irritating noise while waiting for the results. Sorry to make you feel annoyed huh. =)
Okays, an A1 for my M.T (=
Very happy and satisified with what I get.

我很想你 你知道吗
如果可以 就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毀了我一个而已

我很想你 听见了吗
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去 不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人 只能叹息
都不是你

* 歌词里写的正好符合我现在的心情 .. 好想念 .. 好伤心 ... *